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well , everyday is just a stupid bored day in my life , nothing seems interesting to me ....

okay let's just start my short post since i dont know what to talk about AND since my blog has been left for a few weeks ~

let's yayers on the bright side , yesterday i've just met one of my best friend , its like 6 months we're never met , but alhamdulillah , after a 6 months missing , we're having a great time together , so today we're going to do something productive , spending my whole day and do a little bit of catch up sesh with my girls , oh god , i swear i wanna be with my girls like 24/7 , on this holiday i've just filled my day with a pointless thingy , haha , god know how lifeless i am , but the thing is , i dont think my parents would be okay with that , hahahahahaha

thing has changed since forever , everyday we're just mad with a stupid things , i dont know you anymore , and i was like " how bad i am " , well i just hope we could solve this in a good way , and please if anything that you not being satisfied , lemme know , not by posting something bad on twitter or what ~ of course each of people need their privacy , well so i am , and i guess you just dont know me , i've kept so many secrets and i really want you to know , but since this was happen , i dont know if i could tell it to you anymore

till then , bye !

day went wrong

hi and assalamualaikum

raining day on 5th november 2012 , and yet im crying and sad for nothing , i dont know what went wrong , but i want us to fix it , i dont want to run away from the problem , let's just settle this properly

everyone dont even want their relationship end in this way , i mean in bad way , fighting for pointless thing , dont you think this is such stupid ? aiman no matter how the skies get rough , i've always love you and this is not going to stop me from doing so , so please , stay with me :(

some of memories should be forget

hi and assalamualaikum

i am not regret by letting him go , seriously not regret at all but sometimes memories just flashed out of my mind , i have no idea why i did keep on thinking about past . I just hate how little things could remind me of him -.-

life supposed to be beautiful than i thought , hmm on this aged i was , it supposed to be happy , well its teenagers tho ! live it happily , do something we want , as the life is once , but .... teenagers  was actually the hard time for me to control all my emotions , anger , social life and love

random update

Hi and Assalamualaikum :)

have you ever felt when you fight for someone who doesn't fight back ? well im sure this is bad and sad thing , i've been through of this such kinda thing , at first it was so hard to face the truth , the truth that you and him was not meant to be , not all things we want we could get it , this is life tho , think