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Hi, and assalamualaikum :)

Wow, it has been awhile since im away, went through the old post and realized how time flies. hehe sebelum tu check dekat draft and then found this one draft yang once i pernah nak update time before masuk matrik, hahaha ya allah lama gila beb.

okay back to our business, hehe ive been planning to update my blog since forever dooooo, but then ada je menghalang dengan assignments and all. pheww degree sucks k !

relationship? erm everything went well and yeah im going to celebrate my second year of anniversary. seriously i dont know how this guy managed to cope with my swings and stuffs like that. ugh sometimes i feel like i wanna punch my own face because its like im the one who always started any arguments. memang sometimes he could be such a pain in ass , but i know deep inside his heart, he's sincerely loving me and yeah i should be lucky for that. I really love you sayang , i always said this "i couldnt imagine my life without you" and yeah i admit it ! bersyukur sangat sangat dapat kenal dapat mengorat him in a first place, im such a weirdo because im the one who tackle him first, who cares ? he's mine now and i will never regret of doing that hehehehe

studies ? yeah im a chemical engineering student in ukm, biasalah belajar semua benda pun susah en, so nak taknak kena je la hadap. and its like one of my ambitions which is to be chemical engineer , and yeah i succeed to secure this course and hopefully dapat la jadi chemical engineer in the future, doa doa kan la yer ? hehe the worst part of being ukm's student and taking this course , you have to deal with do a project which i think its ridiculous for 1st year student like me. what do they expect any 1st year student nak kena buat mini tesis like design your own chemical plant , its like a joke tauuuuuuuu ugh seriously prof ? but i should look on the bright side kot, whatever, later on i fikir okay

Tiredz.

its already 2 in the morning , i should be on my bed and sleep.

i've been experienced this when at the one phase i just dont want to fell in love with anybody. i just want to be a kid again where i just dont need to think about other and live my life happily. and i started to realize that how easily i let someone being into myself. i should keep myself properly and not let any other strangers come and distract me at the first place. i didnt say that i dont need someone's. everyone was created by a pair, human's natural tendency. who am i to turn down what already Allah created for all His slaves.

i dont want to pressure myself anymore. i should put myself first whenever i'll make any decisions. learn from past and look forward in the future. people come and go. so you have to deal with it, Ellina. dont easily being dumped by any other persons. not all persons deserves to be nice.

xoxo