Lullaby

Idk but i think this is my habit blogging at midnight, inspiration just came out of my mind and yeah so im decided to blog it

Just now i've just read this one post , post by one of my friends, this post really showed me that i think im so into true love, i dont have any idea why am i like this, its just me and naturally came out from the inside of me , its very ridiculous and frustrating but what to do lah .... I really hope that someday i could realize how stupid am i right now

Bonjour

i guess everyone know that i am going to sit for spm this year, but i dont even prepare anything yet . i swear, i want to study but something always distracting me . i need to sort out all those shit and start studying from now, how am i going to get my scholarship if i'll always put the most important thing in my life aside ? wakey wakey elin, it almost April and spm is around november and you've got only 7 months from now ....

you know what ? i've always imagined that im holding a coffee and walking alone along the streets in London or Paris or Ireland , wear preppy clothes, im rushing to the class and suddenly i bump into this one guy and he come and approach me, or say something sweet, how beautiful life is ? awww ! tetttttttttttttttttttt .......
okay i guess this is too much , till we meet again , bye :)

goodnight post

olla , and assalamualaikum

its already 12 a.m, and im here doing nothing but infront of this laptop trying to update something productive, actually not that productive pun by word NOTHING apparently shows how lifeless am i right now eventhough there's still a lot of homework need to be done before tomorrow, but who cares ? i just want to enjoy my life for once, could you please understand that my dearly teacher ? stop burdening us with all those ridiculous homework, it wont work pun kalau buat terpaksa, for example, notes, teacher might think if we copying notes maybe it would help us by double revising but in fact thats not really the solution, kalau malas sangat copy kawan, you think this will help us ? okay stop complaining ....

by the way , tomorrow is monday right ? ugh i really hate monday, why monday is too far from friday, but friday is too near to monday, anyone could answer this ? depressing

im not so good in love but forgetting about him is the most hurts thing i've could ever done, (well i hope he wont read this) i dont ... its really killing me literally, i tried, almost everytime, but memories do always haunted me .............................................


till then , Au Revoir.

fairytales

to be love is something lovely, but to learn how to let it go just frustrating and devastating

why do people forget easily ? they promised they never will , but they just did it . 

for me love is too subjective, so many answers we could find but none of them are true, no im not telling i am such an anti-lover or what so ever,  but love already convinced me that i am such a worthless,sucks, and being so stupid in relationship. if i could have such a sweet high school love just like this two lovebirds (Troy and Gabriella) no i mean EXACTLY like that, things just get easier, based on the story that i've watched, Troy are so down to earth, he's very loyal, he's too kind , how lucky am i right ? but the fact is i couldnt find any guys who is exactly like Troy

weird and friends , yeah great combination though

it's ridiculous how these days i just get sensitive over petty things, for example, im asking elana to accompany me to go somewhere, but she replied 'sorry elin, i've just can't' okay and i decided to walk away and left her,  this is not what i've usually used to, this just weird, thing just got weird . I shouldn't be bothered but i cant helped myself for being that though , well lets stop talking about this sh*t

friends are mostly like soul mate, a true soul mate are like a mirror, something that could not hide single thing but in fact shows you everything, person who will always remind you how important this life and get yourself back to your own attention , break your heart so the new light could get in, always be your mainstay and support everything you've done, if you could find someone who has all this type, then dont let them go for once ...