its already 2 in the morning , i should be on my bed and sleep.
i've been experienced this when at the one phase i just dont want to fell in love with anybody. i just want to be a kid again where i just dont need to think about other and live my life happily. and i started to realize that how easily i let someone being into myself. i should keep myself properly and not let any other strangers come and distract me at the first place. i didnt say that i dont need someone's. everyone was created by a pair, human's natural tendency. who am i to turn down what already Allah created for all His slaves.
i dont want to pressure myself anymore. i should put myself first whenever i'll make any decisions. learn from past and look forward in the future. people come and go. so you have to deal with it, Ellina. dont easily being dumped by any other persons. not all persons deserves to be nice.
xoxo
