Friday, February 15, 2013

i miss

i miss .....
having a  quality time with you
walking together like there's no tomorrow
laughing and laughing 
your randomly i love you
your smile and dimples
talking from late night till early morning
skyping till we fell asleep
and everything about you 

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

smile for me please ?

everyday i was praying that i could fix us, but seem it just not worth it anymore, you chose to go and leave me for someone else, well this is my first time in my lifetime im having such a big and stressful relationship, no im not complaining , i'll take this as a lesson and maybe this could teach me to be more stronger :) this is life elin, no one would have a perfect life , ups and down is normal thing, you just need to wake up from your fantasy and face the reality, reality that everything was over 

i would still hold on my promises, stay as long as i can, im not going to give up, i will always waiting and love you and its not going to fade away in fact, i'll make sure it will always become stronger day by day . you could say anything you want, im a loser, brat girl, or etc, i dont mind at all . 




Monday, February 11, 2013

silhouettes

i've done so many things but you dont even see it, hmm, could you please tell me who will stand and bare the fact that their bf still living with his ex gf silhouettes . i' ve tried aiman, so many times, but the fact is you dont even want to move from your past, i know you love her so much, but please give me a chance to make you feel happy more than she does . last time we texting , a week ago, im only talking about something which is related with nasy, and suddenly you being so angry for nothing, that time kita baru je baik, imagine from that monday till that saturday, we kept on arguing over pointless things, and you still lagi suruh i jangan give up, okay i tak pernah give up, maybe i was too emo that time, and kita tak contact from that day till now...

aiman, if you read this, i know you big enough to make a decision, you know what the best for you, and im waiting for you everyday and every seconds, pardon me for being too much , i know i looks so desperate, but im secretly hoping that we're could get back together , sooner or later , if we're not meant to be then i'll accept it , Allah knows what the best for us right ?


seriously im never felt this way before, everything was changed , totally changed .




Saturday, February 2, 2013

a decision

Hi i hate myself for making a decision which this decision already involves with my future , well good jod atleast you know what the best for you ! so far  ... i hope this decision is right for me and myself , ohh wait? what did you said ? selfish ?  Dont judge me , i know what is good for myself ! hmmm but still i dont know what would be my future if i keep on being like this, i hate myself for always weak whenever im having a problem and itself , well put that things aside