Hi i hate myself for making a decision which this decision already involves with my future , well good jod atleast you know what the best for you ! so far ... i hope this decision is right for me and myself , ohh wait? what did you said ? selfish ? Dont judge me , i know what is good for myself ! hmmm but still i dont know what would be my future if i keep on being like this, i hate myself for always weak whenever im having a problem and itself , well put that things aside