So many things i've learnt in this 18 years of living (not so eighteen actually) . People leave. Relationship ends. Memories being forget. Feelings fade away. People die. i hate myself how i controlled everything. crying for nothing. laughing over petty things. the more i learnt the more i knew that nothing lasts forever. at this one point i realize this is actually phase of learning. learn how to be a strong person. learn how to make people comfortable with us. learn how to control our emotions. i know this quite challenging , but i need to overcome all this fears. Life must go on. In fact you just have to deal with it and fight back in constant battle to make you become stronger day by day.
im just a human being, i need people attention , being first choice and feel the loved of someone im always want to be with. i wondered if anyone would crave my attention and presence. miss me like there's no tomorrow. love me without even care how crazy am i and accept me for who am i. Not by anyone but by someone who mean the most to me. i know this sound selfish, im just a human being, But for this moment i'll take what can i get.
"If you dont fight for what you want, dont cry for what you lose"